I Want My Mommy

I'm on my way back up to the wonderful city of Dublin as I have class in the morning. For those of you who don't know me , i live at hone part time. Because i was sick last week i stayed at home so as you can imagine after two weeks at home i had major seperation anxiety.
On the way to the bus , mom told me that i was pretty quiet. I don't normally mind going back to Dublin but i was fighting to hold back tears. I got on the bus and thank God it was dark 'cause i cried my tears as silently as i could. I've already decided that i'm going to commute next fall.
I only have 3weeks in college and then i'm back into school teaching for 3weeks and then it's easter and i've two weeks off. 5weeks off in total , i won't nake it back up to my unwelcoming, unhomly , damp , smelly apartment ! It's nothing like what i thought my first year would be like :(