Rock bottom ?

So I got my results today from the repeat repeat exams. I found out that I failed. I had already said that it would break me if I failed and it has. My eyes are puffy since 10.30 this morning from crying. It makes me wonder if I'm cut out for teaching at all. Does it matter how many times I repeat these exams, am I still going to fail? Will I ever make it into my senior freshman year ? Or will I be stuck as a junior freshman for the rest of my days ? 

How do you deal with losing the one passion you've ever had? There isn't anything else in the world that I would want and yet here I am , holding back the tears , wondering what I'm going to do for the next couple months. I have myself convinced that this is a sign that I'm not cut out for teaching......

To make things worse , the people who passed all of their exams the first time around are the ones who failed teaching practice and the ones who didn't go to most of their lectures. It's hurtful to think that I went to all of my lectures last year and got 2 distinction on my placement and I still fail. 

I don't think life gets worse.....this is rock bottom :(